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gym_manic
11 January 2013 @ 06:05 pm
Hi guys,

I've created a new journal for my writing posts.

Please add me - I'll add back!

My new journal is:
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Hope to see you over there!
 
 
gym_manic
05 January 2012 @ 01:27 pm

Michael clarke just got his triple century, what a champion. History has been made in Australian cricket! He is only 34 off the highest ever Australian score!

What an amazing game this is!

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gym_manic
20 July 2011 @ 12:52 pm

I'm not sure if anyone still reads this journal, I've been gone a while and I'm out of the loop.

So, it's time to clean out the friends page.

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gym_manic
01 May 2011 @ 10:03 pm

I'm not doing well.

I feel numb all the time. Almost like my brain has been locked away, and I can't reach it. Im tired all the time, I can't bring myself to work or exercise because I'm so tired. I'm constantly switching off. I can't concentrate, I can't think. I've got two essays due next week that I cannot even begin to start writing, everytime I try, I get so upset I end up crying and throwing things around. I just can't do it.

I've just spent the last three weeks binging as well. I've gained weight, and I feel disgusting. I need to restrict, but I'm eating mindlessly. I need help, but I don't know where to get it.

Sometimes i miss my anorexia. I am still disordered with eating, but it was so much easier on me to restrict.

I'm scared I'm slipping mentally. I know I am. I went to the doctor, and again she told me to suck it up, I'm not as sick as my mother so clearly i am not sick. Who can I see, to fix this?

I just want to crawl into my bed and not wake up for the next year.

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gym_manic
22 March 2011 @ 07:08 am

We've flooded so badly. My entire downstairs section of my house is under water, up to the bottom stair. Dapto is completely under water, with one man dead because he was swept into a river. And it's still raining. I am a little scared, it hasn't rained like this since the 98 floods, and that wasnt good.

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gym_manic
12 March 2011 @ 12:53 pm
Was there ever a fictional character who you admired so much that you strived to be like him or her?

You're going to make me pick just one?? Seriously?? 

Ellie Linton, from John Marsden's Tomorrow series. Tomorrow when the war began etc. If you havent read them yet, READ THEM!! THEY ARE AMAZING!! I used to go bush walking when I was little and run around with sticks for guns thinking i was as badass as Ellie. 

She is amazing. 
 
 
gym_manic
08 March 2011 @ 09:49 pm
Did you have a favorite toy as a child that you took with you everywhere? If so, what was it and what happened to it?

A giant rabbit called Hoppy is currently sitting on my bed right now ... after being pulled out of the wardrobe. My rocking horse, Peggy, is down stairs in the entrance foyer. 
 
 
gym_manic
31 January 2011 @ 03:00 am

  • 22:38:03: Back in the twitter bandwagon, let's see how long it lasts this time.

Tweets copied by twittinesis.com

 
 
gym_manic
13 November 2010 @ 04:36 pm
Due to concert stresses, Ive been restricting again. Its not good, but Ive been so stressed Ive made myself physically ill to the point where I simply cannot eat for fear of vomiting.

Hopefully things will swing back into 'recovered' mode when all is said and done, but for now, Im just rolling with it, not fighting it. Im too tired to fight right now.
 
 
gym_manic
08 July 2010 @ 09:55 pm
 May I just say ... HOLY CRAP!! 

I am SO excited! I just discovered that my favourite book of all time has been turned into a movie (something I have been waiting for for 9 years... 9!!), and its out next month!! 

Tomorrow When the War Began, by John Marsdon, is a book about a group of Aussie teenagers camping in the bush when a foreign country invades. Not realising a war is going on, they have fun, until they go home to find their family farms abandoned and strange soldiers patrolling. Suddenly, these teens find themselves fighting a war they didnt sign up for.

Trailer:





This movie means more to me than Harry Potter and Twilight combined. Ive been obsessed with these books since I was in year 5, and I used to pretend I was Ellie when we went camping in the bush.

I.CANNOT.WAIT.